January came and went. It saw a wishlist from me, and remained just that, a wish list! How undisciplined can one get — I can actually write a book on that. But I’m sure my indiscipline won’t even let me finish that book! Sometimes I think its okay to be a ‘mere mortal’.. Heck, what will change if I became the perfect disciplinarian. But for probably one thing — my self esteem. And That may have a cascading effect on a lot of other things. Like my personal life, like my career and like my social life. So do I believe that more discipline will mean that I’ll improve on my personal, professional and social aspects. Maybe yes. Then why don’t I want that improvement. What stops me. Indiscipline. So the equation becomes something like this:
Indiscipline > Low self esteem > Potential losses
Discipline > Potential Improvements > Higher self esteem
Its simple as that. But why don’t I get it…
on Feb 5th, 2007 at 4:53 pm
What stops you or anyone for that matter:
1. Love of the status quo.
2. Not wanting the desirable change badly enough.
Answers your question, naa? Simple enough but, as you said, difficult to get.